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So uh, I don't really have anything to say.
I still read LJ but I think I might go inactive for a while. There's just no reason for me to have one of these anymore.
So, all the shit I went through in January and all the no sex till Valentine's day and the discomfort and the break from school and the breaks from work were all pointless.
I healed. I went in for the follow up pap and... dundundundDHUUUUN! I'm still producing unhealthy cells so I have to wait until June when I'll get tested/screened/scraped out/burned/tested again afterwhich if that does nothing my doc says we'll figure out the next step.
It's not cancer... yet. And we'll hopefully have it all figured out and under control before I'm 35 and fucking dead.
i really have nothing to look forward to. Not school. Not work. And this is where most people would say "At least you have your health".
Exceeeeeaaaaahhhhpt (except) I don't. 7:30pm... time for bed. g'night.
I still read LJ but I think I might go inactive for a while. There's just no reason for me to have one of these anymore.
So, all the shit I went through in January and all the no sex till Valentine's day and the discomfort and the break from school and the breaks from work were all pointless.
I healed. I went in for the follow up pap and... dundundundDHUUUUN! I'm still producing unhealthy cells so I have to wait until June when I'll get tested/screened/scraped out/burned/tested again afterwhich if that does nothing my doc says we'll figure out the next step.
It's not cancer... yet. And we'll hopefully have it all figured out and under control before I'm 35 and fucking dead.
i really have nothing to look forward to. Not school. Not work. And this is where most people would say "At least you have your health".
Exceeeeeaaaaahhhhpt (except) I don't. 7:30pm... time for bed. g'night.