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Jesus,
Thanks for the Upper Respiratory Infection. I needed it. Apparently last years never went away cause I didn't finish the meds.
Umm, thanks for making me think my boyfriend is dead twice in one month. I really appreciate that.
And Lord, thank you so much for this lengthy period- cause I love draining for an extra 3 days.
Oh, and thank you for the dream last night with the dead baby/fetus inside of me. I love waking up in cold sweats and then blowing blood out of my nose.
But thank you for my friends.
And for my parents.
The only reason I'm still around.
Ok, meds kicking in again and I'm very dizzy. So I'm gonna lay down and stop blaming you for my own shitty luck.
Please, whoever you are, still love me.
.jessica.marie.
Thanks for the Upper Respiratory Infection. I needed it. Apparently last years never went away cause I didn't finish the meds.
Umm, thanks for making me think my boyfriend is dead twice in one month. I really appreciate that.
And Lord, thank you so much for this lengthy period- cause I love draining for an extra 3 days.
Oh, and thank you for the dream last night with the dead baby/fetus inside of me. I love waking up in cold sweats and then blowing blood out of my nose.
But thank you for my friends.
And for my parents.
The only reason I'm still around.
Ok, meds kicking in again and I'm very dizzy. So I'm gonna lay down and stop blaming you for my own shitty luck.
Please, whoever you are, still love me.
.jessica.marie.