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Weight: 140lbs. Slightly trimmer thanks to smaller portions and long walk yesterday afternoon.
Alcohol consumed in past 24 hours: Sips of a Corona with meal last night.
Cigs consumed in past 24 hours: 8
Food consumed in past 24 hours: Spicy chicken Teriyaki meal with rice last night. Bowl of cheerios with sliced bananas this morning. Bowl of crab soup for lunch yesterday. Heaping mug of hot tea.
Sex in past 24 hours: Thank you, Jesus.
Number of vehicles owned by parental unit have totaled this year: 2
Miles walked in rain yesterday after totaling fathers most beloved vehicle: 5
Men offering themselves to me (not on myspace b/c those losers don't count): 2
Number of men I want in my life (not including those am related to): 1
Thoughts of suicide: 2, during walk home in rain soaked work uniform.
Thoughts of stripping to pay off debt to credit card companies and family members: 782,364
Minutes used on phone yesterday with insurance company, police, etc.: Over an hour
Times I almost let that dreaded phrase slip out of my mouth to him yesterday while I was big crying mess: 91
Times my cat has given me that much needed look of love: innumerable.
and that, my friends, is what really counts*
.jessica.marie.
Alcohol consumed in past 24 hours: Sips of a Corona with meal last night.
Cigs consumed in past 24 hours: 8
Food consumed in past 24 hours: Spicy chicken Teriyaki meal with rice last night. Bowl of cheerios with sliced bananas this morning. Bowl of crab soup for lunch yesterday. Heaping mug of hot tea.
Sex in past 24 hours: Thank you, Jesus.
Number of vehicles owned by parental unit have totaled this year: 2
Miles walked in rain yesterday after totaling fathers most beloved vehicle: 5
Men offering themselves to me (not on myspace b/c those losers don't count): 2
Number of men I want in my life (not including those am related to): 1
Thoughts of suicide: 2, during walk home in rain soaked work uniform.
Thoughts of stripping to pay off debt to credit card companies and family members: 782,364
Minutes used on phone yesterday with insurance company, police, etc.: Over an hour
Times I almost let that dreaded phrase slip out of my mouth to him yesterday while I was big crying mess: 91
Times my cat has given me that much needed look of love: innumerable.
and that, my friends, is what really counts*
.jessica.marie.