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Well...it is sunday...wich means the weekend is almost over...
I have not been able to sleep in all weekend....=( ... i dont like being awake on saturday and sunday..but oh well...
today i have to go to costco >_< shoot me..just shoot me... at least it is a short trip..but man oh man.. it is still costco on the weekend...
now lets talk about sexdrive....
I HAVE NONE...and it sucks....
I know some of it is underlying issues with my relationship before my marrage...but i am sure some of it is also the depo i am on..since it has been getting worse and worse with each shot...
sadly... i am not responsible enough to take the pill...and the patch doesnt sound like my thing...so i am just dealing with it at the moment...
I have been thinking about some herbal supplements like Avlimil...or another FSD type product...but...a lot of them are expensive...and dont want to spend tons of money on shit that doesnt work...
but at the same time....it could be worth it...
*sigh*
anyhoo... i should get my ass in the shower!! i have to get to costco and come home to grill some steak i have been marinading since yesterday!! should be good....
my weigh in is tomorrow night at 6...i hope i have lost some..but who knows....
I have not been able to sleep in all weekend....=( ... i dont like being awake on saturday and sunday..but oh well...
today i have to go to costco >_< shoot me..just shoot me... at least it is a short trip..but man oh man.. it is still costco on the weekend...
now lets talk about sexdrive....
I HAVE NONE...and it sucks....
I know some of it is underlying issues with my relationship before my marrage...but i am sure some of it is also the depo i am on..since it has been getting worse and worse with each shot...
sadly... i am not responsible enough to take the pill...and the patch doesnt sound like my thing...so i am just dealing with it at the moment...
I have been thinking about some herbal supplements like Avlimil...or another FSD type product...but...a lot of them are expensive...and dont want to spend tons of money on shit that doesnt work...
but at the same time....it could be worth it...
*sigh*
anyhoo... i should get my ass in the shower!! i have to get to costco and come home to grill some steak i have been marinading since yesterday!! should be good....
my weigh in is tomorrow night at 6...i hope i have lost some..but who knows....