No wonder I wake up so MAD...
I have mad, mad, angry dreams. And this one hurt so bad I woke up crying.
Me and Miss Meghen had a class together. Why we had a class together, I have no idea cause we have completely different majors and she's only a sophomore or something. But anyway, we were sitting there after class talking and my cell phone rings. It's Grey and he tells me that he's in town for whatever reason and he said he wanted to see me at 5 that night. I tell him ok and hang up the phone and turned back around to talk to Meghen when her cell phone rang. Not that she has a cell phone, but here she did. And glancing at the face, I saw that it was Grey calling her. And I'm thinking, what the hell is he calling Meghen for? He doesn't know Meghen. She snatches up the phone like she doesn't want me to see who it is, furthering my confusion and turns around from me and starts talking really softly. It was all yes, I understand, no, it's ok, uh huh, love you too type of stuff and I freaking lost my mind. I jumped up out of my seat, said something about a two timing bitch and dumped my milkshake on top of Meghen's head and stormed out of the room. Meghen started chasing after me, but before she could catch up to me I called Grey back and started cussing him and all he had to say for himself was that he didn't know Meghen was going to be sitting right next to me when he called her. And I was like, that's it? I called him a motherfucking bastard (two words I would never normally call him) hung up the phone. About this time, Meghen catches up with me saying that she's sorry and that she didn't want me to find out this way and that Grey wanted to sit down and talk to me about it blah blah blah. She said that they've been together for years, she met him when she was still in high school and that after he got divorced he sat down and told her that he wanted to be with her, couldn't live without her and all that kind of stuff. I turned around and slapped her across the face. And I was all cussing and yelling at her, you stupid bitch, you sat there and listened to me talk about him for months and all the time you were fucking him behind my back? And you knew he was fucking with me! Why would you stay with someone like that? And she said that she didn't find out about me until she met me, which was something he never planned on and while she wasn't happy about it, she was in love with him, so she was dealing with it until he could find the right time to tell me. And I was crying and screaming, you knew how much he meant to me and you just let it go on and on and then I slapped her again and stormed off. When I got home ( to my parents house, whatever the reason) he was waiting for me. He got out of the truck and put his arms around me and then I started screaming at him, don't touch me, don't you ever touch me, you don't even have the right to speak to me. He tells me that he's sorry and he was just trying to find the right time to break it off and that he couldn't help it that he was in love with Meghen. I started screaming and crying again, telling him that all the time he made me think he just didn't want to be with me...I was so stupid. Then he tried to put his arms around me again and I snapped and slapped him across the face (which is something he's asked me never to do). Then Meghen showed up at my house and Grey finally did something smart and told her to leave. Then I told him to leave and that I never wanted to see him again. He asked me if we could be friends because that was the most important thing and I looked at him like he was retarded. Of course we can't be friends you idiot! The dream went on forever, with Grey trying to call me and me ignoring him and Meghen trying to talk to me and me calling her a bitch and telling her to get out of my face. At one point, me and my mom were driving around and we had stopped at a gas station or something and she had her arm around me to comfort me and Meghen was there and I said, oh shit, Meghen's here. And of course she saw me and walked over to the car and started saying she was sorry again. I asked her if she even realized what a bitchy thing she had done. I felt bad, but then I felt stupid for feeling bad cause she looked so sorry, but I didn't want to feel sorry for her after what she did to me.
After that I guess I woke up. It was a stupid dream, but it went on forever and it pissed me off royally. I woke up crying and ready to go murder Miss Meghen. Then I realized it was just a dream but I'm still mad. I can't wait to see her today. I'm gonna give her a bitching for giving me bad dreams ;)
Me and Miss Meghen had a class together. Why we had a class together, I have no idea cause we have completely different majors and she's only a sophomore or something. But anyway, we were sitting there after class talking and my cell phone rings. It's Grey and he tells me that he's in town for whatever reason and he said he wanted to see me at 5 that night. I tell him ok and hang up the phone and turned back around to talk to Meghen when her cell phone rang. Not that she has a cell phone, but here she did. And glancing at the face, I saw that it was Grey calling her. And I'm thinking, what the hell is he calling Meghen for? He doesn't know Meghen. She snatches up the phone like she doesn't want me to see who it is, furthering my confusion and turns around from me and starts talking really softly. It was all yes, I understand, no, it's ok, uh huh, love you too type of stuff and I freaking lost my mind. I jumped up out of my seat, said something about a two timing bitch and dumped my milkshake on top of Meghen's head and stormed out of the room. Meghen started chasing after me, but before she could catch up to me I called Grey back and started cussing him and all he had to say for himself was that he didn't know Meghen was going to be sitting right next to me when he called her. And I was like, that's it? I called him a motherfucking bastard (two words I would never normally call him) hung up the phone. About this time, Meghen catches up with me saying that she's sorry and that she didn't want me to find out this way and that Grey wanted to sit down and talk to me about it blah blah blah. She said that they've been together for years, she met him when she was still in high school and that after he got divorced he sat down and told her that he wanted to be with her, couldn't live without her and all that kind of stuff. I turned around and slapped her across the face. And I was all cussing and yelling at her, you stupid bitch, you sat there and listened to me talk about him for months and all the time you were fucking him behind my back? And you knew he was fucking with me! Why would you stay with someone like that? And she said that she didn't find out about me until she met me, which was something he never planned on and while she wasn't happy about it, she was in love with him, so she was dealing with it until he could find the right time to tell me. And I was crying and screaming, you knew how much he meant to me and you just let it go on and on and then I slapped her again and stormed off. When I got home ( to my parents house, whatever the reason) he was waiting for me. He got out of the truck and put his arms around me and then I started screaming at him, don't touch me, don't you ever touch me, you don't even have the right to speak to me. He tells me that he's sorry and he was just trying to find the right time to break it off and that he couldn't help it that he was in love with Meghen. I started screaming and crying again, telling him that all the time he made me think he just didn't want to be with me...I was so stupid. Then he tried to put his arms around me again and I snapped and slapped him across the face (which is something he's asked me never to do). Then Meghen showed up at my house and Grey finally did something smart and told her to leave. Then I told him to leave and that I never wanted to see him again. He asked me if we could be friends because that was the most important thing and I looked at him like he was retarded. Of course we can't be friends you idiot! The dream went on forever, with Grey trying to call me and me ignoring him and Meghen trying to talk to me and me calling her a bitch and telling her to get out of my face. At one point, me and my mom were driving around and we had stopped at a gas station or something and she had her arm around me to comfort me and Meghen was there and I said, oh shit, Meghen's here. And of course she saw me and walked over to the car and started saying she was sorry again. I asked her if she even realized what a bitchy thing she had done. I felt bad, but then I felt stupid for feeling bad cause she looked so sorry, but I didn't want to feel sorry for her after what she did to me.
After that I guess I woke up. It was a stupid dream, but it went on forever and it pissed me off royally. I woke up crying and ready to go murder Miss Meghen. Then I realized it was just a dream but I'm still mad. I can't wait to see her today. I'm gonna give her a bitching for giving me bad dreams ;)