Something resembling a real update
Sorry if that last post sounded uber-depressed and messed up.
I am rarely compelled to write when I am feeling happy or well. Words just swell and spill over when I am unhappy or obsessing over something.
I am actually quite happy these days. Having my own apartment has been very good for me. Even if I am not spending as much time here as I had planned. And not as much time on my own as I had planned. I am working on it. Slow steps towards independence.
I adore my job. It stresses me out occasionally. Mostly just when other people there are very stressed out. But that's ok. I love what I am doing. I love being part of Planned Parenthood. I love being around the people there. I love that people are so relaxed about who they are and that people are so determined to make a difference.
I finally finished a quarter at school. This is a major accomplishment for me as I even had a serious issue with my medicine and nearly lost it again. I am thrilled to pieces.
Went to see my parents last weekend. It was actually a nice visit. I enjoy getting along with them. Its much less stressful, and after all, they are my parents.
I guess that really all. I still obsess over silly things occasionally. I still fall apart sometimes. But I am doing really well over all.
Love for all.
I am rarely compelled to write when I am feeling happy or well. Words just swell and spill over when I am unhappy or obsessing over something.
I am actually quite happy these days. Having my own apartment has been very good for me. Even if I am not spending as much time here as I had planned. And not as much time on my own as I had planned. I am working on it. Slow steps towards independence.
I adore my job. It stresses me out occasionally. Mostly just when other people there are very stressed out. But that's ok. I love what I am doing. I love being part of Planned Parenthood. I love being around the people there. I love that people are so relaxed about who they are and that people are so determined to make a difference.
I finally finished a quarter at school. This is a major accomplishment for me as I even had a serious issue with my medicine and nearly lost it again. I am thrilled to pieces.
Went to see my parents last weekend. It was actually a nice visit. I enjoy getting along with them. Its much less stressful, and after all, they are my parents.
I guess that really all. I still obsess over silly things occasionally. I still fall apart sometimes. But I am doing really well over all.
Love for all.