another day
Normal Update-y Part:
In other news, I got my drawing done for class tomorrow, it doesn't suck completely. I also have almost all my reading done for my pysch class. I met with one of the directors in the womens center today. We're going to meet again on the 22nd to talk more about how we are going to revive the FMLA at Wright State. I'm excited about working on something like this. I'm very behind on my anthroplogy reading. This is stressing me out a lot, but hopefully I will at least get a bit done this weekend in the car. I have a new project, I'm crocheting a bag and a scarf. Yay fun projects. Although thats the last thing I need with all the cleaning and other projects I have. oh well. This weekend is going to be wonderful. I'm really looking forward to seeing Jen and my big and to spending lots of time with Anne and Candi. I also hung my shelves up near my closet. I organized my wallet yesterday (thats in there for Anne). It's been great having Katy here. She's great to have around and she even cooks and cleans.
Depressed Angsty Part:
another day
another breakdown
another tear, just one more cry
another night
another nightmare
another scream, just one more dark sky
another sunrise
another deep breath
another smile, just one more try
You know everytime I think I'm doing better, I have one of those horrible moments where the world closes in on me and my mind screams and my muscles shake and all I can do is cry and hope I see the other side.
This makes me tired and completely unable to sleep.
"These seconds when I'm shaking leave me shuddering for days"
In other news, I got my drawing done for class tomorrow, it doesn't suck completely. I also have almost all my reading done for my pysch class. I met with one of the directors in the womens center today. We're going to meet again on the 22nd to talk more about how we are going to revive the FMLA at Wright State. I'm excited about working on something like this. I'm very behind on my anthroplogy reading. This is stressing me out a lot, but hopefully I will at least get a bit done this weekend in the car. I have a new project, I'm crocheting a bag and a scarf. Yay fun projects. Although thats the last thing I need with all the cleaning and other projects I have. oh well. This weekend is going to be wonderful. I'm really looking forward to seeing Jen and my big and to spending lots of time with Anne and Candi. I also hung my shelves up near my closet. I organized my wallet yesterday (thats in there for Anne). It's been great having Katy here. She's great to have around and she even cooks and cleans.
Depressed Angsty Part:
another day
another breakdown
another tear, just one more cry
another night
another nightmare
another scream, just one more dark sky
another sunrise
another deep breath
another smile, just one more try
You know everytime I think I'm doing better, I have one of those horrible moments where the world closes in on me and my mind screams and my muscles shake and all I can do is cry and hope I see the other side.
This makes me tired and completely unable to sleep.
"These seconds when I'm shaking leave me shuddering for days"