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[faeriechan]

Colorado seems to have sparked my creativity or something, because I've already written something else..

You make me hate myself
With words of digust
My mind is filled with trash
and a loathing that diminishes my self worth

My veins are so full of poison
my very soul tries to break free
of the suffocating prison
your words have created for me

My body yearns for a refreshing touch
of a cool, clean blade to write a treaty
in blood and flesh
requiring the sacrafice of life

and your hatred drips down my fingers
from wounds I blame you for
black as blood and I weep
for the love I never felt

I weep for the loss of feelings
as my body drains clean
I become an empty shell
so numb your words no longer stick

So numb, so cold
you speak love at my funeral
because you know it's your fault
You made me hate myself.