"We were meant to live for so much more.."
I dont know why it is that when girls get drunk, they feel compelled to call people up who they havent talked to in a long time to fuck with them.....me and aimee are guilty of that this weekend....its kinda crazy! Thats ok. I dont really care. If someone wants to treat me bad then they can, just dont expect me to roll over and take it like i used to. thats just silly!
anyway, i start working again tomorrow!!! im sooo excited, i cant wait...i was thinking about staying up all night last night and all day today so that i could go to sleep at a normal hour, but of course, i didnt and im probably not going to go to sleep until sometimes after midnight or 1 this morning just cause i cant! it kind of sucks. oh well, im ready to calm down my ways and spend more time at home saving my money...thats gonna be nice! it would be better if i had someone to spend that time with, i think thats what i miss-just hanging out and watching tv or something...
but i dont need to be getting myself into that state of mind. its been bad enough for me lately. yeah, i need to get myself in order again, try to pick up the peices and see what it is that i really want right now, and out of life and stuff like that.
well, i think thats it for now. i just wrote my cousin an email, he is going to bagdhad in about a week. im a lil worried about him because its nasty over there. but i know that he is going to come back because he is a super soldier and he rocks!
anyway, i start working again tomorrow!!! im sooo excited, i cant wait...i was thinking about staying up all night last night and all day today so that i could go to sleep at a normal hour, but of course, i didnt and im probably not going to go to sleep until sometimes after midnight or 1 this morning just cause i cant! it kind of sucks. oh well, im ready to calm down my ways and spend more time at home saving my money...thats gonna be nice! it would be better if i had someone to spend that time with, i think thats what i miss-just hanging out and watching tv or something...
but i dont need to be getting myself into that state of mind. its been bad enough for me lately. yeah, i need to get myself in order again, try to pick up the peices and see what it is that i really want right now, and out of life and stuff like that.
well, i think thats it for now. i just wrote my cousin an email, he is going to bagdhad in about a week. im a lil worried about him because its nasty over there. but i know that he is going to come back because he is a super soldier and he rocks!