this year so far...
Wow...so i haven't written an entry in forever...theres so much thats gone on since my last update that i dont really know what all to say.
To sum up these past few months:
-Became an RA...and sometimes it can kill me but i love it
-My girls (the ones on my floor) are amazing. i love them sooo much. I feel like a mother of 40, and they think i'm the best RA in the world =-D
-I fell in love...am in love...i shouldn't be but its something i cant really help. He's amazing, we're just not ready for a relationship yet, which sucks but we will be. I spend every night with him hanging out, doing hw, drinking tea, going for walks, doing laundry, watching boy meets world at 2am on late night disney...its awesome. He's taking me out tonight...not sure where, but its gonna be nice. ::sigh:: he def. caught me off gaurd... I love it though. He dressed up as A.J. from the backstreet boys for Halloween and looked sooooo much like him...he's my rockstar. He recently decided to quit, but he was the lead singer of his rock band. He was soo awesome. He has an amazing voice.
-OH and funnily enough...he's Jewish, BUT he's never dated a Jewish girl in his life and his parents don't care! thank God!!!
-Things have been weird this year with my friends...The ones at UM i mean. I've made tons of new friends as an RA, but my old friends here aren't always that understanding. We're just not as close as we used to be, i wish we were, but i don't really feel too bad either, because i'm happy...its selfish of me to not be too concerned, but they can be suffocating at times. They just don't like that the RA job takes up so much of my time, but theres really nothing i can do and they knew things would be like this last year. So i get upset with them when they're completely unsensitive to the fact i'm constantly under a lot of stress. They really have no idea how much work i do and how much responsibility i have...they have no idea how easy they've got it in comparison...
- I've become really close to 3 Freshman Theare/Musical Theatre boys who live in the dorms. We hang out all the time and have musical theatre parties in which we run to the c-store and stock up on food and then run back to my room and sing everything from wicked to west side to bat boy to rent...etc. its soo fun!
-I'm super close to this one girl on staff named Jenn...shes me except older (shes a senior) and she's an english major which i love. We even look a bit alike. its weird but fun. We should have been sisters.
-I'm going to be in a show next semester. Not sure what it is yet, but i'm gonna be performing. SOO excited!
-Opera is going well, i recently found out about this three week program in Rome called opera festival where you put on an opera and work with professionals in Italy for three weeks, apparently its a world renowned program, so i'm gonna audition next year for it.
-I'm having a breast reduction surgery on Dec. 19th...for those of you who didn't know i guess its a little shocker...yeah i decided i wanted one. Its too much for me now...i've been working out a lot and losing weight and my chest hasn't shrunk at all so its really uncomfortable. i'm nervous, but i think this is gonna be good.
-What sucks omre than anything about being an RA is not being able to go home so often. I miss my parents...i dont see them that often and its hard to be as close to them as when i would come home every weekend. I talked ot them and i decided i'm graduating a semester early so that i can go and compete in worldwide vocal competitions. My mom said she wants to retire at the same time so she can go with me. I think that'll be awesome. My parents are amaing, they're so good to me. I realize more and more as time goes by how lucky i am.
-And FINALLY classes are going well. Been learning a lot of Italian. I'm also picking my classes for next semester. I'm so excited about it. I get to take "Music of the Romantic Period" and "Operatic Literature".
anyways...i think that covers the main points for now.
To sum up these past few months:
-Became an RA...and sometimes it can kill me but i love it
-My girls (the ones on my floor) are amazing. i love them sooo much. I feel like a mother of 40, and they think i'm the best RA in the world =-D
-I fell in love...am in love...i shouldn't be but its something i cant really help. He's amazing, we're just not ready for a relationship yet, which sucks but we will be. I spend every night with him hanging out, doing hw, drinking tea, going for walks, doing laundry, watching boy meets world at 2am on late night disney...its awesome. He's taking me out tonight...not sure where, but its gonna be nice. ::sigh:: he def. caught me off gaurd... I love it though. He dressed up as A.J. from the backstreet boys for Halloween and looked sooooo much like him...he's my rockstar. He recently decided to quit, but he was the lead singer of his rock band. He was soo awesome. He has an amazing voice.
-OH and funnily enough...he's Jewish, BUT he's never dated a Jewish girl in his life and his parents don't care! thank God!!!
-Things have been weird this year with my friends...The ones at UM i mean. I've made tons of new friends as an RA, but my old friends here aren't always that understanding. We're just not as close as we used to be, i wish we were, but i don't really feel too bad either, because i'm happy...its selfish of me to not be too concerned, but they can be suffocating at times. They just don't like that the RA job takes up so much of my time, but theres really nothing i can do and they knew things would be like this last year. So i get upset with them when they're completely unsensitive to the fact i'm constantly under a lot of stress. They really have no idea how much work i do and how much responsibility i have...they have no idea how easy they've got it in comparison...
- I've become really close to 3 Freshman Theare/Musical Theatre boys who live in the dorms. We hang out all the time and have musical theatre parties in which we run to the c-store and stock up on food and then run back to my room and sing everything from wicked to west side to bat boy to rent...etc. its soo fun!
-I'm super close to this one girl on staff named Jenn...shes me except older (shes a senior) and she's an english major which i love. We even look a bit alike. its weird but fun. We should have been sisters.
-I'm going to be in a show next semester. Not sure what it is yet, but i'm gonna be performing. SOO excited!
-Opera is going well, i recently found out about this three week program in Rome called opera festival where you put on an opera and work with professionals in Italy for three weeks, apparently its a world renowned program, so i'm gonna audition next year for it.
-I'm having a breast reduction surgery on Dec. 19th...for those of you who didn't know i guess its a little shocker...yeah i decided i wanted one. Its too much for me now...i've been working out a lot and losing weight and my chest hasn't shrunk at all so its really uncomfortable. i'm nervous, but i think this is gonna be good.
-What sucks omre than anything about being an RA is not being able to go home so often. I miss my parents...i dont see them that often and its hard to be as close to them as when i would come home every weekend. I talked ot them and i decided i'm graduating a semester early so that i can go and compete in worldwide vocal competitions. My mom said she wants to retire at the same time so she can go with me. I think that'll be awesome. My parents are amaing, they're so good to me. I realize more and more as time goes by how lucky i am.
-And FINALLY classes are going well. Been learning a lot of Italian. I'm also picking my classes for next semester. I'm so excited about it. I get to take "Music of the Romantic Period" and "Operatic Literature".
anyways...i think that covers the main points for now.