I know I haven't updated in a while, but oh well. I find that I tend to update in periods, such a s a lot at one time then nothing for a while. I spent 2 hours on myspace.com writing the other day only to have it all be deleted when I tried to post it. Fuck that. From now on I am updating here and copying it into myspace
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Although the thought of actually having sex with some unknown stranger that I have yet to meet actually terrifies me because maybe I am just too modest, but yet still I wonder if it will be just perfect because it's the ultimate physical expression of love for each other and requires utmost trust, which is something very hard for me to give to anyone.
I love Christmastime. I love the lights and the decorations and the smell of pine trees and mistetoe hanging over doors and candles and peppermint and candy canes and christmas cookies and cuddling up in warm blankets by the fire getting all nice and toasty and the sound of bells and carolers at the door. Yeah, it's be far my most favorite holiday.
I think if I ever finally get the money for it, I want to visit you at Christmas time or maybe Thanksgiving. I'd love to see snow again at Christmas and just go walking with you in it.
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