Nov 02, 2005 12:15
I had another dream last night that I died. I was really sick and it kept getting worse then I passed out. When I woke up the pain was all gone and I felt good for the first time in a while, except that I also had lost a pulse and was quite pale. After that only a few people could see me, others could sense my presence and most had no idea when I was around. If I could get someones attention for a little while and speak to them or touch them then I could become clearer to them. I needed to talk to them though to tell them I was alright now. I know I wanted to talk with Monica but she was one who couldn't sense me at all so I was trying to go through others to get to her. I talked with Ryan too I remember. It was a good dream in all. For some reason I tend to really like the dreams that I die in.