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some friends came to see me today. I laughed...yet wanted to cry at the same time.
I tried to ask the nurse a question and got complete attitude. It's like... I don't know.
I want to cry. And scream, and plea for them to let me go. I don't need the help that bad...
I mean all I seem to do is hurt people, and what if i had done it.... would the people around me be a little bit happier or would they actually notice and miss me. What the fuck am i saying? I'm tired...
Really tired.
M insanity rants are proving to help a little but just not enough.
Yarg.
I tried to ask the nurse a question and got complete attitude. It's like... I don't know.
I want to cry. And scream, and plea for them to let me go. I don't need the help that bad...
I mean all I seem to do is hurt people, and what if i had done it.... would the people around me be a little bit happier or would they actually notice and miss me. What the fuck am i saying? I'm tired...
Really tired.
M insanity rants are proving to help a little but just not enough.
Yarg.