Today sucked...
Nightmares haunted me all night. I can't explain why, or how. I mean I am so incredibly happy right now it just doesn't make sense to me...But does anything ever make sense to me when I get like this? Nightmares only come with depression. My living situation has me in the total duldrums. BIG TIME.
But to start off....I missed class thiss morning due to the fact that i only got two and a half hours of sleep last night and natuarally when my alarm went off...I didn't hear it. I woke up just as class was starting. No point in going if I'm not going to be on time. So then I get a call from Aunt Joyce, got remed by her. Then Mom. For fuck sakes, I'm not even taking the class for credit! I got the GED...this is just....I don't remember why I'm taking this class.
Then there was group...I was telling my friends in the group about the flowers Derek sent me and Janie, the mean and heartless, eves dropping old bag over heard decided to ruin my day getting better by coming up to me looking me straight in the eye and say these exact words "He only did it cuz he wants your body, watch your back." Imagine what that did for the Borderline eh? I wanted....I wanted to hit the bitch. Elder or fucking not I wanted to hit her. She's got it out for me. AND I AM TIRED OF IT! T I R E D
Um...then later we stopped by work for some things and Uncle Tom looks at me, kinda glares, and says "Oh hi Sarah, How was Group? Or did you go to that?" Mother fucker. I'm done with his fucking attitude too....he already thinks I'm gonna be a shitty driver because I'm female. He said that when he was drunk...and you know what they say...The truth always comes out when your drunk. It did when I said some of the things and did some of the things i did.
But yeah, then Aunt Joyce accused me of sleeping with Dan even though i didn't. What the fuck ever.
I'm a ray of fucking sunshine today.
MiNX
But to start off....I missed class thiss morning due to the fact that i only got two and a half hours of sleep last night and natuarally when my alarm went off...I didn't hear it. I woke up just as class was starting. No point in going if I'm not going to be on time. So then I get a call from Aunt Joyce, got remed by her. Then Mom. For fuck sakes, I'm not even taking the class for credit! I got the GED...this is just....I don't remember why I'm taking this class.
Then there was group...I was telling my friends in the group about the flowers Derek sent me and Janie, the mean and heartless, eves dropping old bag over heard decided to ruin my day getting better by coming up to me looking me straight in the eye and say these exact words "He only did it cuz he wants your body, watch your back." Imagine what that did for the Borderline eh? I wanted....I wanted to hit the bitch. Elder or fucking not I wanted to hit her. She's got it out for me. AND I AM TIRED OF IT! T I R E D
Um...then later we stopped by work for some things and Uncle Tom looks at me, kinda glares, and says "Oh hi Sarah, How was Group? Or did you go to that?" Mother fucker. I'm done with his fucking attitude too....he already thinks I'm gonna be a shitty driver because I'm female. He said that when he was drunk...and you know what they say...The truth always comes out when your drunk. It did when I said some of the things and did some of the things i did.
But yeah, then Aunt Joyce accused me of sleeping with Dan even though i didn't. What the fuck ever.
I'm a ray of fucking sunshine today.
MiNX