What have I done? My past and present.
So, I was reminded.....by a dream. Of something very dear that i held in my hands. Well, not something but someone. This week...along with losing my sanity i have been reminded by my mind of all the evil vendictive things i have done in my life. And i think....i think that what's happening right now is everything bad, evil and horrid i have done in
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You did this on purpose....you fucked things up between me an Kat didn't you? Was it because you were jealous? I don't understand you? I trusted you JJ....how could you have done this to me? How? I trusted you like a brother. do you understand? TRUST? I....i was so stupid. What did you do JJ? How did you do? Was it out of jealousy? What was it?
Why? Can you at least answer me that? Just talk to me okey? Explain how I threatened you. I want to know how. I NEED to know how.......
and what do you mean by they will deal with me? Are you gonna send em after me to do your dirty work? I was a lette...before you came along. Don't act like you know me so damn well. You don't....
I didn't come to you and i am a lost, damned tortured soul...do you always turn people away like they mean nothin to you? You hurt me to JJ...everytime you talked shit when you called me a friend. Everytime you tried to comfort me. Everytime you told me i could trust you and you pulled something like this. You ain't such a nice guy JJ.
Why did I bother? Why did I try to fix things....I thought you were different from the rest of the men out there. I guess i thought wrong huh? Damn me once for trusting....Damn me twice for believing in words spoken from a mouth....and Damn me three times for being tricked. Congrats on the baby. Dani told me. I hope things work out for you, best wishes for your child.
I did trust you like a brother...and I don't know why...but i still trust you. But i think my trust lies in the fact that you'll take care of the fragile gift that was "sent" to you. Be careful JJ, she is very important. Your very lucky to have her by your side and she is lucky to have you. If I could take back what i have done...I would believe me. but it's just not that simple is it? It never was and never will be.... Be safe in your travels Jugglin Jack. And stay outta trouble. She'd go through hell if ever you got hurt. If you ever need to talk...I'm a phone call away. I'll try to always be here....but...how do you stay in one place? *Smiles*
See ya around I guess. ((If i see you I won't stop to say hi....))
Always,
--MiNX--
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