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Here I go again tryin to defend my dignity. What the hell have i done to deserve all this shit? Really?
How i wish i could just up and leave this place. Disappear, never to return again. To manys times have i been stabbed in the back by vendictive people. Best friends, lovers.
To all who think me to be a whore.....think what you will. I really honestly do not care. Ya'll can fuck off an die for all i care. I know what the truth is not you.
Tanis has disappeared yet again. I miss him so much. The words he spoke come to me again.....when you said i haven't lost you.....hmm....does that still stay true now? Hoping you and Pai are well.
Mary & Shane....i love you both. How i wish i could come back home. things were so much easier there. Even with the considerable amount of trouble i got in.
The rest....I am here...and i am only a phone call away.
I need out. I need to leave this state....that way i can hold on to whats left of this mind and body.
Some of you seem to think i am proud of the things i have done in my past. Believe me...I am not. I never will be. You think I'm okay with what i have become....i find myself wondering...what the fuck is going through your head? But things have changed....I'm to much of a wreck for guys.....my best friends well....Jose is a good one.....so is blue skyy. *smiles* Fuck you all....if you don't like me...fine. Leave me be then. Or do you find pleasure in torturing an already tortured soul?
Fuck you...
To those of you who don't talk shit...or who have a purpose of reading this other then making my life a living hell.....
I bid thee goodnight. Safe passage.
Minx
How i wish i could just up and leave this place. Disappear, never to return again. To manys times have i been stabbed in the back by vendictive people. Best friends, lovers.
To all who think me to be a whore.....think what you will. I really honestly do not care. Ya'll can fuck off an die for all i care. I know what the truth is not you.
Tanis has disappeared yet again. I miss him so much. The words he spoke come to me again.....when you said i haven't lost you.....hmm....does that still stay true now? Hoping you and Pai are well.
Mary & Shane....i love you both. How i wish i could come back home. things were so much easier there. Even with the considerable amount of trouble i got in.
The rest....I am here...and i am only a phone call away.
I need out. I need to leave this state....that way i can hold on to whats left of this mind and body.
Some of you seem to think i am proud of the things i have done in my past. Believe me...I am not. I never will be. You think I'm okay with what i have become....i find myself wondering...what the fuck is going through your head? But things have changed....I'm to much of a wreck for guys.....my best friends well....Jose is a good one.....so is blue skyy. *smiles* Fuck you all....if you don't like me...fine. Leave me be then. Or do you find pleasure in torturing an already tortured soul?
Fuck you...
To those of you who don't talk shit...or who have a purpose of reading this other then making my life a living hell.....
I bid thee goodnight. Safe passage.
Minx