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Don't know where everyone went... my aunt isn't here though and didn't leave a note... *Shrugs*.. then there isn't anyone online to talk too.. I'm just a tiny bit bored... At least i have the animals to keep me company, ne? And here's something not so suprising, I dreamt last night... and like usual it was a vivd little nightmare... which makes it sound so unnotable... but I can't even describe my 'nightmares' there are no words that I know that could possibly desrcibe them... the things in my dreams are so haunting that my waking mind, no matter how twisted it is, could never have come up with them... this is the reason I have not been sleeping much lately... I sleep maybe two hours a night if I'm lucky... well it is actually not at night because it is normally 6 or 7 before I even get to sleep... They have made me very close to an insomniac... I won't say I don't get tired... but I want to avoid them so much that I will not let myself sleep, even if I do want to sleep... I wish I could find the words to describe these dreams so that they mioght be understood by others but i can't... but it twisted... and suddly I was with the one I love... hehe, we were on the beach at night... everyone was pressed close jumping and moving to the music that seemed to thrum through everyone, and the only light came from torches placed every ten feet or so... It was so different from my nightmares, which made it all the better n.n