Go often to the house of thy friend; for weeds soon choke up the unused path.
So. I haven't updated since last October. Seven months is...a really long time. It's gotten to the point where it's been so long that I don't even know where to begin. What's important and what's not, what you all care about and what you don't. Or whether anyone even gives a shit. But...I'm still here, for anyone who does care
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You get Usopp because that’s who I’m logged in with here and it’s too much of a hassle to switch.
Meh, I really need to write in my journal again too. It’s just…partly that it’s been so long, I feel like I owe a huge explanation of what’s been up, and it’s all really lame and depressing and also a LOT since I haven’t written in forever. And I know that I don’t even have to and I should worry about it, but I’m just ridiculous. But seriously, I should start Livejournaling again because I miss it and I miss talking to people in comments and stuff. Probably I’ll just start doing fandom stuff again or SOMETHING. We should really do that writing buddy thing we talked about and write fanfics again and stuff! YES.
Haha, I already knew all of this anyway, but YAY for more updates! Also, twenty-four isn’t OLD! Haha, it’s…grownup, maybe. But that’s fine.
Oh man, I noticed you have a paid account again and I went to look if you uploaded more icons because YAY ICONS and WHERE IS YOUR PATRICK STEWART ONE? D: haha I love that one.
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Haha fair enough!
I totally understand. I've been wanting to post for...months, but I always felt weird about it since it'd been too long. As it is I left out half the things I wanted to talk about, but...that's okay. The thing about LJ is that...it's your journal and you can say whatever the hell you want. You don't have to worry about filling in all the blanks or placating anyone. Say what you want to say, and once you actually post it will be easier to KEEP posing. :)
Haha yeah, I think there are like four people on my flist that I actually talk to on a daily basis, so none of this is new to them, but holy shit I have like 90 people friended who haven't heard ANYTHING from me in seven months. That's ridiculous! And it's not OLD, but it's just...weird to me. I'm not on the verge of adulthood anymore, I'm just...an adult. It's surreal.
And yes...I couldn't deal with only having like...SIX icons. It was PAINFUL. And the Patrick Stewart one is still here! I went back and checked and for some reason the first 30 icons or so on my list were listed as inactive, even though I had like 30 empty slots. But it just fixed itself so. Here's Patrick Stewart!
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Yeah, I kind of know what you mean. Haha, I remember when I went grocery shopping for the first time when I moved into a house in college and I was like WTFFF I AM GROCERY SHOPPING AM I AN ADULT NOW? But then you get to a place where the actual number of your age fails to mean much at all, or at least that's how it was for me. Like around 23, 24ish, I think had this expectation (like, not explicitly, but in a vague kind of way) that I'd hit a certain point and magically transition into A PROPER ADULT and be somehow different or something, and then it got to be just, “well, no, that’s silly.” Haha, I remember making some friends from work when I was like 23 and assuming they were all around my ageish, and then finding out they were pretty much all over thirty, which seemed like some BARRIER AGE or something to me at the time, haha. I dunno. I still feel self-conscious sometimes, though, just because so many of my friends online are younger than me. I know doesn’t REALLY matter, but some people act like it’s weird or something, you know?
Haha, for real. YAY PATRICK STEWART!!! I noticed a lot of your Bleach and panda icons weren't there too, and I thought maybe you deleted some, but then I was like BZUH WHY WOULD YOU EVER DELETE PATRICK STEWART? D: Stupid LJ.
I HAVE A WONKA BAR. *eats it*
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Haha I know that there's not some sort of MAGICAL AGE where I became an adult, but...I don't know. It's just weird. I feel like I was eighteen like a week ago and now I'm twenty-four. I'm halfway between eighteen and thirty right now. It's just...weird. And I get weirded out by people at work being different ages than me too, but even when it's just a year. Because I'm insane. My friend Becky is 25 and that weirds me out because I thought we were the same age. But. It's just a year, so what the hell does it matter? And my friend Tahleen is 23, and I thought she was older than me, so that weirds me out too. And I made friends with a seventeen year old at work and that's just BIZARRE. He was born in freaking 1993. I REMEMBER 1993.
I would never! At least it fixed itself, though!
I am jealous. I am craving chocolate. I might go out and buy another frosty tonight.
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