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Okay,I officially had a fucked up dream last night. It was amusing though. For some reason, we went on an Easter egg hunt at a Scadian's house. If you've ever met a Scadian, they are all pack rats. Anyways, we finished with the hunt quickly enough. Then we had a van. And something needed to be put into the van that had been put behind other things. So 
bluecor goes and gets a forklift to be able to pull it down. This does not work however. And he keeps missing the ledge of the garage which for some reason was like 6 feet above the ground. So George and someone else go and get a construction something or other. So
bluecor and I are huddled in the back of this 'thing' while George steers.
However, there is still snow on the ground and so the big boemeth slides backwards down the ledge...for several blocks. We drive backwards and around corners to end up back where we were before, eventually managing to remove the thing. However, by this point,
bluecor and I are exhausted, so we go into one of the spare bedrooms, strip down and begin watching anime with his arm curled around my side. I look over at him and he simply leans down and kisses me before turning his attention back to the anime. It was a nice kiss, but the feeling of comfort and security that he has always given me was there again.
Unlike
themightyjello who I only felt safe with when he was there, with
bluecor no matter what, I always felt safe and secure. It's hard to describe...anyways, back to the dream.
Then
Nedyfay makes a brief appearance at the nighttime easter egg hunt. My son is there along with another little boy. Who is younger then him. I would have thought if anything he would have been older, maybe symbolizing my son I gave up for adoption. Anyways, those two fuss over the candy and such that has been left on a giant cart outside a brick building.
Nedyfay tells me to go inside and get some rest so I do, only to have to climb over boxes and tvs and junk...remember the pack rat comment? So I go inside and there's
bluecor again just lounging on the bed. I pounce him and we roll around for a few minutes, him managing to tickle me as always...Stupid men and their knowledge of women's tickle buttons. But he pulls me in tightly for a hug and again that sensation of being safe. He kisses my forehead and begins to knead my back while holding me. I melt of course. And eventually fall asleep in my dream.
Gotta love odd dreams.
bluecor goes and gets a forklift to be able to pull it down. This does not work however. And he keeps missing the ledge of the garage which for some reason was like 6 feet above the ground. So George and someone else go and get a construction something or other. So
bluecor and I are huddled in the back of this 'thing' while George steers.
However, there is still snow on the ground and so the big boemeth slides backwards down the ledge...for several blocks. We drive backwards and around corners to end up back where we were before, eventually managing to remove the thing. However, by this point,
bluecor and I are exhausted, so we go into one of the spare bedrooms, strip down and begin watching anime with his arm curled around my side. I look over at him and he simply leans down and kisses me before turning his attention back to the anime. It was a nice kiss, but the feeling of comfort and security that he has always given me was there again.
Unlike
themightyjello who I only felt safe with when he was there, with
bluecor no matter what, I always felt safe and secure. It's hard to describe...anyways, back to the dream.
Then
Nedyfay makes a brief appearance at the nighttime easter egg hunt. My son is there along with another little boy. Who is younger then him. I would have thought if anything he would have been older, maybe symbolizing my son I gave up for adoption. Anyways, those two fuss over the candy and such that has been left on a giant cart outside a brick building.
Nedyfay tells me to go inside and get some rest so I do, only to have to climb over boxes and tvs and junk...remember the pack rat comment? So I go inside and there's
bluecor again just lounging on the bed. I pounce him and we roll around for a few minutes, him managing to tickle me as always...Stupid men and their knowledge of women's tickle buttons. But he pulls me in tightly for a hug and again that sensation of being safe. He kisses my forehead and begins to knead my back while holding me. I melt of course. And eventually fall asleep in my dream.
Gotta love odd dreams.