Jun 02, 2005 00:21
this is a poem that I wrote a while back, and then added to just last night. Im really digging this one. =)
-Moonlit Fists, or Habitial Instinction- (not sure)
Resonating in a complexion of unwarranted circumsition of life,
A fullness lacking full, a shortage of reciprocation of energies put forth
Too short... too short... too short...
Am I to stand tall, belittling mountains while marching towards a fall?
Up here in my clouded castle home, in my stratosphere, my ominous at-most-fear, where the air is tight and threatens to sear?
So I jump...
My Nihilism flailing while my spirit is scaling along a tattered track, shattered life,
Defiant compromise, fight with the disguise which disgusts me and pigish eyes, aligning with fire filled skies, plaguing every mind with angel soft lies...
So eventually I just cry, with clenched fists so tight, so tight, my palms bleed and shiver in the silver moonlight, I wish... I wish... I wish I didnt have this sight.
Wasting down into a single minded Fight, with gravity until I take flight and stage another battle with a foe filled with biblical Light, I just might set Him free-
But what does any of this mean? To a corporate canopy who thinks this nothing more than a normalacy?
A simple condition of pre-conditioned charcaterization based on "socialization",
but isnt that a fallacy? To place blame on societies complacency? WHile your shadow goverments urgency throws us into a Eugnenic's based reality is hidden under a totalitarian democracy?
We'll see... We'll see... We'l see...
We'll see what happens when these moonlit fists pound the war drums,
This spiritual battleground is now stepped upon
Ive discovered a new plane
still isnt finished or fully edited.
I want to go into how politics and reality are something to wage war on, but internal is where the true battleground lies. All the rules and regulations cannot change your internal tapestry workings. We are connected on that level that transcends politics. Our projects and personal connections are whats going to make all of the difference. We are not simply "connected" with each other, we "are" each other. There is no distance between us, even though you read this on a computer screen. When that is realized, much power is created and begins to vibrate outwards. Why do these corrupt things happen? Because we accept them as reality.
"Its only human," someone says about anything thats not ok. "Its only human to want to hit someone who makes you mad." No. Its only human when you ACCEPT that its human. I refuse that bullshit. I will not accept that people cannot change, that cruelty happens, that people die hungry, that rapists run free, and many other things. I wont accept them as reality, because once I accept is as reality Im giving it a home to sit. Ive just designated this place in my head where rapists can freely wander. I however do understand it, and accept that its not acceptable.
I dont accept that a president can continue these travesties to us, and everyone else involved. I will not accept that as a fact, and a reality. It happens, I understand it- but I will not accept it. Internally, I can reach down to the core of everything that is. We all can do this, because we all ARE it, but with all this accepting of things the way they are has stopped that. I may not affect a million people with physical words. I may not affect much of anything or anyone in this physical world. But there is another, much bigger thing going on now lying beneath this sugar-coated skin of reality. There is a spiritual web that governs this whole mess. Jump in there and shake some things up. =)