Sick...

[fadysamuel]

I'm so sick today. I've got a cold and I'm too tired to focus on anything. I'm taking down so many drugs...a lot of Vitamin C as well as DayQuil and now NyQuil. Mostly just slept the whole day. I didn't do much homework this whole weekend...now I'm behind and I have a lot of stuff due this week. I just hope I get better quick to be able to focus on that stuff. Did a bit of physics just now...I feel relatively confident about voltage stuff, easy compared to the charges and fields. I find tutorials useless, they take up the easy questions :S. I think I'll have to go to the prof tomorrow to ask him a couple of questions. Although, I feel a bit awkward doing so. I pretty much sleep through every physics class. Actually, I sleep through every class period. I feel awkward going up to the prof and asking for help when he knows I sleep through class. I mean, I don't want to appear as a slacker who doesn't know jack about the course, but I've already ruined my first impression. Ohh well, I can't help it. I mean look at me, I have a cold and I'm up until 1:30am writing an entry for my blog. Is that insane or what? I should be in bed....but no. Yup, my priorities are messed up. I'm only driven by the wanting to do well in school. That's actually my drive for doing almost anything I do. I have an extreme fear of being unsuccessful in whatever I do. Therefore I do whatever necessary to avoid any failure. Whenever I set a goal for myself I must meet it or I completely fall apart. I have a goal for this term, so no fooling around!!!! MUST GO TO BED, MUST OVERCOME COLD, MUST DO WELL IN ECE126!!!!!

This blog really needs to look nicer. I'll bring up my digital camera next weekend. I can't believe I've been in Waterloo for almost a month now. I haven't visited home in a month!!! I miss my parents and Toronto so much...