Avoiding
Emotional coping and problem solving. That's what the psychologist said.
My focus is always how to survive. How to escape. How to comfort myself. That's why I always find distraction. I'm running away from the source of my problems. I avoid them. Everything becomes unfinished business.
Distant approach doesn't help. But there's some part of me that doesn't want to open my heart. That is satisfied with this kind of situation and wants to keep it that way.
I want to protect my heart. I don't want my heart to be hurt again. Because I don't like being hurt.
Maybe that's why I always want to scream "I'm sorry" to everybody. Don't know to whom to be exact... I just want to scream it.
My focus is always how to survive. How to escape. How to comfort myself. That's why I always find distraction. I'm running away from the source of my problems. I avoid them. Everything becomes unfinished business.
Distant approach doesn't help. But there's some part of me that doesn't want to open my heart. That is satisfied with this kind of situation and wants to keep it that way.
I want to protect my heart. I don't want my heart to be hurt again. Because I don't like being hurt.
Maybe that's why I always want to scream "I'm sorry" to everybody. Don't know to whom to be exact... I just want to scream it.