GRR
Dear you,
sometimes i just don't get you! you are by far one of the most complicated and confusingest person ive ever met!! you're just so negative about everything in life and you wonder why the hell you're soo miserable...you're so caught up in things going on around you that you can't even find beauty in simple nature. its like you wont even try to change things around you for the better. i can understand being stuck in a comfort zone... but how is there comfort in that? dont you wanna get away from that? you let soo much shit get to you...and you let it control you. when you tell me how you feel.... i question it... is that really how you feel? or is just another one of your masks? i dont know what to do anymore. everytime i try to help you.... you just throw it all back in my face and dude... it kinda hurts. i worry about you soo much cause i know how always stressed and worried and depressed you are. i wish you were closer... but sometimes even then thats when you seem teh farthest. you have changed... things arent like what they used to be. we used to talk about everything. i could say anything without you judging me. but now... its not like that anymore. but sometimes i wonder.... is it me thats changed??? i know i have.. but have i changed with you? i know i shouldn't be hypocritical. i always tell you to just say whats on your mind.... and here i am.. just typing it all up... and you'll never see any of this. but i should be the one speaknig my mind to you. theres soo much i wanna tell you. you have no idea how much i love you and miss you. im so afraid to lose you. i just wanna hug you and let you know everythings gunna be ok. dont let them get to you. dont let them bring you down..... dont let them get hte best of you. God I don't know what to do anymore.
sometimes i just don't get you! you are by far one of the most complicated and confusingest person ive ever met!! you're just so negative about everything in life and you wonder why the hell you're soo miserable...you're so caught up in things going on around you that you can't even find beauty in simple nature. its like you wont even try to change things around you for the better. i can understand being stuck in a comfort zone... but how is there comfort in that? dont you wanna get away from that? you let soo much shit get to you...and you let it control you. when you tell me how you feel.... i question it... is that really how you feel? or is just another one of your masks? i dont know what to do anymore. everytime i try to help you.... you just throw it all back in my face and dude... it kinda hurts. i worry about you soo much cause i know how always stressed and worried and depressed you are. i wish you were closer... but sometimes even then thats when you seem teh farthest. you have changed... things arent like what they used to be. we used to talk about everything. i could say anything without you judging me. but now... its not like that anymore. but sometimes i wonder.... is it me thats changed??? i know i have.. but have i changed with you? i know i shouldn't be hypocritical. i always tell you to just say whats on your mind.... and here i am.. just typing it all up... and you'll never see any of this. but i should be the one speaknig my mind to you. theres soo much i wanna tell you. you have no idea how much i love you and miss you. im so afraid to lose you. i just wanna hug you and let you know everythings gunna be ok. dont let them get to you. dont let them bring you down..... dont let them get hte best of you. God I don't know what to do anymore.