Well shit...
I really thought I had think things through this time. But i dont know anymore. I don't know if its just the fact that its different from the last time, fear of taking the risk...again, or just my self being a dumbass. If it's one thing I hate...its hurting people and letting people down... My parents just don't know how sorry I am. Damn I just wish I just wish this was one of those situations that I could be told on what choice to make...It seems like I really screwed up this time... and ended up in something that I dont really wanna be in. Wow I hate being confused.