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~Family drama is just getting worse. It's seriously making me have second thoughts on ever having a family of my own. I'm sick and tired of all the rest of the family. All they do is cause drama. They can't keep their mouth shut even if it were to save their miserable lives.
~Cause of all the stupid family drama I hate seeing Mom sad. She tells me to never let someone use me as a door mat... but she don't even practice what she preach. She just lets her whole family run over her. I don't know why she keeps her mouth shut. Or why she even tries to talk to them or associate with them.
~I've lost so many friendships with in the past year its not even funny. Even some that I thought would last for a while. But in the end it probably would've saved me from a bigger heartbreak.
~Then you got those few that act like they're your best friend and like they think they know you when really they dont and only come back to you when they need help. Which is cool. It's just how they act sometimes about it is annoying. And of course I end up helping them. But oh well.
~I'm starting to have a strong dislike for a numerous amounts of people in most of my classes. Some of them just make me wanna scream and beat the shit out of them. I don't know how much longer I can take it before I explode.
~Any thing that I try... I eventually lose interest in it. I no longer feel the vibe for it at all. I just get bored with it. Drill, guitar, church, volley ball, drawing. Mom says it ain't good. But oh well. I'm still trying to find my thing. I'm still searching. At least I can say that I tried it. Not everything in life works out the way we'd like it to.
~Cause of all the stupid family drama I hate seeing Mom sad. She tells me to never let someone use me as a door mat... but she don't even practice what she preach. She just lets her whole family run over her. I don't know why she keeps her mouth shut. Or why she even tries to talk to them or associate with them.
~I've lost so many friendships with in the past year its not even funny. Even some that I thought would last for a while. But in the end it probably would've saved me from a bigger heartbreak.
~Then you got those few that act like they're your best friend and like they think they know you when really they dont and only come back to you when they need help. Which is cool. It's just how they act sometimes about it is annoying. And of course I end up helping them. But oh well.
~I'm starting to have a strong dislike for a numerous amounts of people in most of my classes. Some of them just make me wanna scream and beat the shit out of them. I don't know how much longer I can take it before I explode.
~Any thing that I try... I eventually lose interest in it. I no longer feel the vibe for it at all. I just get bored with it. Drill, guitar, church, volley ball, drawing. Mom says it ain't good. But oh well. I'm still trying to find my thing. I'm still searching. At least I can say that I tried it. Not everything in life works out the way we'd like it to.