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I had a lot of fun this weekend. I seriously needed it. I'm so glad I have Brookie and Allison. They have saved me so many times. So I'm seriously giving up on trying to hang out with Nathan. Why even bother when I know it ain't going to happen. He's either working or doing homework. It sucks. I'm sick and tired of always being the one trying to hang out. I feel so stupid every time knowing that there's a good chance that it ain't going to happen. When he's ready to hang out.. he can come to me. I've given up. Now it's just me Brookie and Allison. and I like it like that for now.