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Feb 02, 2006 22:00

what is wrong with me? my cousin Jenn just had her baby about 2 hrs ago now and I was all excited and happy and now i'm really down..i can't smile..i have no emotion on my face at all..idk how to feel anymore..i want to cry...i can feel the tears coming but what would be the point? cry what does it even do..makes your eyes red and puffy...nose run and stuffed..honestly...it solves nothing...and after wards you feel like crap. it doesn't cure or fig anything..to be honest i think crying is like a drug...

why is crying like a drug? well it's a temp fix...nothing set in stone...same with drugs...fixes only for the moment...but life never seems to actually go away...
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