its happened... again
ok so today melisa wrote me a letter (cause she has been mad at me and i don't even know why so she wrote me a letter to tell me why)and pretty much it flat out said i was a bad friend and that she didn't want to be friends with a bad friend... and that hit me hard... i mean i try SO HARD to be a good friend and to know that is was all for NOTHING... ABSOLUTLY NOTHING... for all i know everyone thinks im a bad friend but melisa was the only one who had the guts to actually say something... ugh im really gunna miss hanging out with her.. we always had a lot of fun together.. even tho we always bickered we had more good times than bad... ugh :'( why do things like this always happen to me...
so i have decided to give up on best friends... i am like a bad best friend magnet as melissa says haha i am fully content with the wonderful good friends i have right now (danielle, melissa, briana, val even tho i get mad at her a lot she is there for me and i love her, emily, and rachel) even tho some of them might not think of me as their close friend they are my close friends and i can trust each and every one of them and i am so thankful for them. I just hope none of them do the same thing that melisa did to me... it would probably like kill me... well im gunna end this but i love you all <3333333333
so i have decided to give up on best friends... i am like a bad best friend magnet as melissa says haha i am fully content with the wonderful good friends i have right now (danielle, melissa, briana, val even tho i get mad at her a lot she is there for me and i love her, emily, and rachel) even tho some of them might not think of me as their close friend they are my close friends and i can trust each and every one of them and i am so thankful for them. I just hope none of them do the same thing that melisa did to me... it would probably like kill me... well im gunna end this but i love you all <3333333333