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Mar 15, 2005 17:25

YEAH!!! Vikki quit smoking!!! Im so fricken proud of her and well, shes proud of herself. She gave the rest of her smokes to shelby - which isn't good because shelby needs to quit too!! I remember when i tried it with them and i didn't like it . Im glad i didn't get addicted to that shit. I better have a high-tolerence with vikki for the next couple of months. lol.
Shelby cut herself so bad that me and sam and vikki were almost crying. But mostly we were pissed. Vikki told a councelor- who told shelby's mom- who put her on "probation" for two days. Shelby didn't really say much after that, so i dunno if shes mad or not.
My little cousin just told me that he wants me to leave. And actually, i would if i could. Thats too bad that i can't. And its sad that i'd rather go home with my alcoholic father then stay here. I dunno about fostercare....Iv'e already been there and i hated it. But where else can i go?! My aunt says that my parents are keeping my grandma up there because they are gonna keep the house to themselves. And that money is suppose to be split between all the kids. I dunno if its true. But i do know that my parents fucken hate me - who knows why - but i have no idea where ill go at the end of the year if not sooner. Im' seriosley considering running away. i might get sent to a mental hospital and im failing the 8th grade. but whatever
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