Oct 24, 2003 23:52
My dad told me to goto hell...mom said i deserved it, chelsea and leighanne, think im stupid, everyone thinks im stupid, and nicole prolly doesn't like me anymore, the joys of life, i have to get out of this house, i need to go clear my head, bye everyone, remeber im Josh the "screwed up" person...darn why can't everything be happy again, i miss being at my best with God and knowing where my relationships stand with everyone, this sucks, i feel like everyone hates me and that im a bad person, whatever i need to get out of this house, haha again bye