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man.. i expected this semester to be cake. i was wroooooooong.
i have about fifty breakdowns every single day of the week. i can't take it anymore. the only thing that makes me feel better is that i only have 6 more exams in my undergraduate career ever. EVER. amazing, right? however, that averages to an exam every 5 days. :( boo. boo boo boo. especially when you need to study for every exam for 5 days straight.
last night i cried for literally an hour straight because i was so nervous about my exam in an hour. but now, i'm so over it i don't even care. i just need to get through it. i just neeeeed to get through it. it neeeeds to be over.
kappa has initiation tonight, too. which is always special. i have a second little sister, so i have a lot to do, but c'est la vie. i love my lil sisters and they're always worth the work. but it does make me feel old now that my first little sister also has a little sister. i guess that's the truth of the matter though.
outside of that, other things are good. shea and i are good. i can't wait to see him, he's coming down next weekend to escort me to a sorority event and then we are driving back up to upstate new york and the following monday i have an interview with traveler's insurance in hartford, connecticut, and THEN i am making thanksgiving dinner for the two of us for the first time ever. our very first holiday entirely on our own.
i'm kind of excited about it, to be honest, even though i'm sad that we won't be seeing any family during that time. oh well -- you can't have everything.
i have about fifty breakdowns every single day of the week. i can't take it anymore. the only thing that makes me feel better is that i only have 6 more exams in my undergraduate career ever. EVER. amazing, right? however, that averages to an exam every 5 days. :( boo. boo boo boo. especially when you need to study for every exam for 5 days straight.
last night i cried for literally an hour straight because i was so nervous about my exam in an hour. but now, i'm so over it i don't even care. i just need to get through it. i just neeeeed to get through it. it neeeeds to be over.
kappa has initiation tonight, too. which is always special. i have a second little sister, so i have a lot to do, but c'est la vie. i love my lil sisters and they're always worth the work. but it does make me feel old now that my first little sister also has a little sister. i guess that's the truth of the matter though.
outside of that, other things are good. shea and i are good. i can't wait to see him, he's coming down next weekend to escort me to a sorority event and then we are driving back up to upstate new york and the following monday i have an interview with traveler's insurance in hartford, connecticut, and THEN i am making thanksgiving dinner for the two of us for the first time ever. our very first holiday entirely on our own.
i'm kind of excited about it, to be honest, even though i'm sad that we won't be seeing any family during that time. oh well -- you can't have everything.