Apr 12, 2006 18:37
Daddy I'm sorry I had to do this
But it was the only way
You and Mommy were always fighting
Leaving me to take care of my sisters
Daddy I'm only 13
I can't take all the stress or pressure
You always depended on me
What was I suppose to do?
I couldn't cry because I know that's
Weakness in your eyes
I couldn't scream because you hurt me
Daddy i'm sorry I did this
But I couldn't find a way out
You always complained about Mommy
And you left my sisters in tears
Daddy why did you do this?
Why did you make me feel this way?
Daddy I'm only 13
but you treat me like
I'm the person you complain to
But Daddy I just wanted you
To treat me like your daughter
Daddy all you ever did
Was scream at me and mommy
You accused Mommy of cheating
When she loved you so dearly
Daddy, you hurt me and mommy over and over again
Daddy i'm sorry I killed myself
But I couldn't take it anymore
You put so much pressure on me
That it was nothing when I dug that knife into my vein
Daddy you will never see
What you did to Mommy and me
Daddy I love you dearly
But you tore this family apart
Mommy and me were always crying
And then you would get angry
And you would scream and shout
Daddy all you ever did was yell
And me and my sisters tried to talk to you
You thought all of this was Mommy's fault
But its not
Its yours
Daddy I'm sorry I had to do this
But you caused me so much pain
I couldn't cry or yell
I had to act like I was tough
Without me Mommy and my sisters
Wouldn't have made it through
Daddy if you don't stop
You will lose more then me
Because of you
I took my life
You should have known better
Then to lean on me.
poetry poems