what the hell

[fading_wishes]

okay wow. im stupid.
me and ant<3 had this plan. for me to walk to his house and make breakfast with him.
so i was all like yeahh i will and he said that whatever time i got up in the morning would be fine.
so yeah i set my alarm for 8, after i sat up half the night not sleeping bc of other things.
so i hear the alarm and, natually, the snooze was hit.
three times.
8:30.. i re-set the alarm for nine, thinking, 'sure thats an extra half an hour. thats fine'
two and a half hours later, shit.
im up at 11 and i pick up my cell fone to call ant and its like completely frozen.
idk wth happened to it.
i always leave it on all night.
and today it decides to just not work.
shit.
so i came online and he wasnt on.
and this whole time.. not once, did the thought of picking up my freaking house fone, cross my mind.
what the hell??? its a fone. i have like 5 of them in this house. when someones cell fone doesnt work, what idiot doesnt pick up a house fone??
well thats me.
and now i think hes mad at me.

bad begining... for a bad bad day.

fabulous.