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[fading_wishes]

today was crap.
i hate today.

i hate me.

its that gay feeling again. its worse now.

i just feel completely worthless. thats what it is. thats the feeling. i know it is.
im nothing. i hate it. grrr god i just want to goddddddddddddddddddddd.

nothing amounts to anything anymore.
i dont want to be here.

i dont know what i want.