Oct 16, 2005 22:58
you write such pretty words, but lifes no story book- bright eyes.
Over this summer i learned so much about myself that i never even knew. Courage has been brought out in me, i've made mad new friends, i've lost some old valuable friends/family, also, the real "bitch" has been brought out in me.
i wish everything in my world was ideal and perfect and i could do everything i want all the time, but i guess that would leave me with no purpose. In time, im learning that friends arent the most important thing in life.I have had a few people that i've been friends with who are worth calling up on the weekends to chill, but not many.
I do have to addmit that over this summer i have had some adventures that have developed into memories, like, me and cassie waiting at the bottom of my road in cold weather for like 5 hours in one night for people who dont show up.
i wish i loved life. but i dont.