Jun 02, 2005 16:06
So, I have a doctor appointment tomorrow to see why i have had this same headache since sunday. I have taken a bunch of medicines and it sitll hasnt gone away. Im scared, hopefully it isnt anything big.
Anyway, while I was doing my daily devotional, (today i did it at 6 30AM because i couldn't sleep), I kept on asking myself, "Why have I been so negative lately towards many aspects of my life." I really shouldn't be so negative, I mean I have wonderful friends who care about me deeply, a family who would give up anything to see me fulfill any dream imaginable, and a God who loves me no matter what sins I commit. Yeah I might not be the best of friend at some points, I might not be the best daughter or sister, and I might commit a sin, or not go to church, or forget to do my devotional one day, but that doesn't make me a bad person, everyone has flaws.
Not long ago, I use to be positive about everything in my life, and sadly i haven't been the positive up best person i once was a very short time ago. Today I have realized that being negative doesn't get me anywhere, and it makes the people around me sad as well. So I am going to be the positive person i was, after all everything done God is there with me and will help me through it.
As you can probably tell, I am in a very good mood right now, which is great.
I have the ACT's soon, I think the 11th not quite sure, if you know please comment and tell me. Thanks I haven't studied at all!!
Well I am going to go eat something.
If anyone wants to do anything Saturday call me, cuz i dont have plans yet.
God Bless-Love you ALL-Heather