i want the gwen stefani cd

Dec 08, 2004 02:14

so after about 5 hours, im on page 4 of my 10 page term paper due tomorrow at 8 am
and for some reason, i like making my life harder and have really bad a.d.d and must keep distracting myself so here i am on livejournal... (also i suffer from sleep deprivation & im sort of an insomniac so its nothing new) -- did i tell you guys my doctor recommends that i should go to a sleep clinic?

life has been crazy, john is finally out of the hospital- so thats good
yes, thats where i have been if any of you were wondering even tho i have a vague feeling of doubt that anyone cares... *finals* begin this week so yea ive also not really been studying yet but trying to at least get organized since i only have about one week until i have completed my first college semester

Tonight i had a lot of good conversations, some funny but for the most part serious, i like having meaningful conversations once in awhile other than just "hey, whats up, nmu, nm.." It was good. I also give good advice, and if u dont believe me, ask will. lol.. that was great.

Also, if anyone has been to a play recently(professional) and it cant be a musical and would like to share their experience with me so i can write about it and dont actually have to go to one this weekend , that would be great. I'd like to get an A in my acting class and it would suck if i didnt do this one assignment.

Nothing new, but im really poor.. especially now since i only work 7 hours this week. Im not used to literally having no money at all. Oh- but i am still looking for a new job.

and for parting thoughts, i love no doubt so:
"dont u think i know exactly where i stand, this world is forcing me to hold your hand...im just a girl , pretty and petite so dont let me out... i've had it up to here... the moment i step outside, so many reasons for me to run and hide, i cant do the little things i look so dear, cuz its all those little things that i fear, im just a girl and i'd rather not be"

"sappy pathetic little me, that was the girl i used to be, you had me on my knees...id trade you places any day, i never thought you could be that way... "

"you and me, we used to be together, every day together, always, i really feel that im losing my best friend, i cant believe this could be the end, it looks as though, your letting go, and if its real then i dont want to know, dont speak i know just what ur saying, so please stop explaining dont tell me cuz it hurts-- u and me, i can see us dying, oddly"

"I kinda always knew i'd end up ur ex-girlfriend, i hope i hold a special place with the rest them, you know it makes me sick to be on that list, we shoulda thought of that before we kissed- whyd u have to go and pick me? when u knew that we were different completely"

"its funny how i find myself, in love with you, if i could buy my reasoning i'd pay to lose... how much do ur commit yourself? its my life, dont you forget, it never ends"
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