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[fading_screams]

i dont know whats going on.. alot of things are changing and happening all at once.. its kinda too much.. i dont know how these next few weeks arte gonna be or hoe its gonna be when i get back to school.. i decided i'll stay at ashville.. i dont feel like having to change schools and people and have to learn everything again.. i need a night out with simonetti. jaime, lauren and kate.. the perfect night would be for us to all be together doing what we used to do.. piging out, walking around the summit or running around a hotel... god i miss those days...

im not sure if he still loves me like he used to..

i wish i could jsut run over people and not feel guilty...
b.c there are jsut a few annoying stupid people that i hate hate hate