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well i haven't been on lj for a while.. i really don't know why...i kinda wish lj was cool like it used to be but its not all that great.. im sick.. wore out.. depressed and have no idea when i will get a good break.. im physically tired..well i've been having migranes and this kid kept telling me i have brain tumors.. he does know it but my grandmother had brain tumors.. could i have one? i know i will die of cancer,, theres no luck.. you sup[posedly get your health jeans from your grandparents and my grandmother on my moms side has caner all over her body and tumors,.. my grandmother on my dads side has brest cancer.. so i know i'll get it.. it's either be, daniel, tyler, or brian... but most likely me..because its jsut my luck...well bryan went to the zoo yesterday.. i wish i could go to the zoo.. but bryan won;'t take me now thats he's gone.. and the seniors goto botanical gardens every year so there goes the cool places i'd love to go with bryan to.. he wouldnt want to go anyway.. i hate the week before.. i hate feeling this way.. and the sad thing is, i had a pretty good day today.. maybe tomorrow will be fun.. maybe i won't feel this way..i love bryan.. now its just scary
i hate lj..
i hate lj..