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bk201 August 16 2007, 15:32:39 UTC
[Harhar, hacked in under a minute.]

Well, if you're worried about it, I still have a couple of needles that weird doctor gave me to keep from losing control. If you're glad about it, then stop being worried about it. But that would be the dilemna to begin with now wouldn't it?

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fading_raito August 16 2007, 15:43:19 UTC
...how did--? No. Not important.

The problem is, honestly, that I can't decide how I feel that I should understand but don't. It's worrisome, especially given my past. It could be a sign that I'm going mad. Again. Or something.

I may have to take you up on that offer if this happens again, though.

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bk201 August 16 2007, 15:47:42 UTC
I'm obviously better at hacking than you. Why else? Kidding.

Yeah, going crazy is never that pleasant. Happened to me a few times. I like being a skeptic. But back on subject - more information for a further analysis.

Morphine's a spazz's best friend, it seems.

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fading_raito August 16 2007, 15:52:53 UTC
Must've missed a line somewhere. Not that it matters at this point, huh?

I wish there was more information. It's all just... someplace dark, and cold, and I can hear someone talking. I'm fairly sure it's Japanese, but muffled. Almost like there's a door in between me and whoever is talking, or the way you feel when you're sick and on enough medication to knock you out. Something about it feels almost like it really happened at some point... but I don't remember anything like that. Last time I was locked away anywhere I was talked to over a speaker-system. High quality, too, could tell exactly who I was speaking with.

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bk201 August 16 2007, 15:59:09 UTC
Did it even matter in the first place?

Would this 'door' be to keep you from the voice, or the voice away from you?

Either way, it's a mental projection of the you in some state that exists be it mental, physical, or spiritual and keep it away from Unnamed Entity #54864 or whatever fancy title you want to give to it. And if it's happened before, it is quite possibly one of those metaphorical "demons from your past coming to haunt you" type thing. So, following this theory, perhaps something that you've been running from for a while has finally caught up to you and these "nightmares" are your last chance at warning?

... Sorry, I ramble to much. It's one of my flaws.

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fading_raito August 16 2007, 17:18:44 UTC
Probably not, now that I think about it. And don't worry about the rambling; so far as flaws go, you could have worse.

I have to think on your theory a bit. It makes sense, so I'm honestly confused as to what I've been running from aside from that past I mentioned. Thanks for your insight, Li-san.

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bk201 August 16 2007, 17:24:29 UTC
Anytime, Raito. Keep an eye on your hackable entries next time. Usually I can't get in. My even being here is proof to your stress level.

Call me if you need any drugs~ Kidding again.

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