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Apr 12, 2007 15:31

Huh, looks like I've got a roommate now - that, or our hosts have decided to drive me batty by making it appear that one of the other three beds in here is going into use.

There are a lot of people showing up now, from all over. Places I've heard of, other cities in Japan, places I've never heard of even in fiction... it's odd. I don't understand it, and I don't much like it, but I've little choice in the matter.

The people who I've met are nice. Mint-san, Jing-san, Luke, Bakura-san, Ryou-kun, Alphonse-kun... all seem to be kind, good people even if one breaks it down. Folon is... odd. I'm not sure what to make of him; in ways he reminds me of Ryuuk, so I've pretty much been dealing with him the same way - smile, nod, and hope he doesn't try to bite my head if I make a wrong move. Rem was so much easier to have as a guardian, and after the initial changes she seemed to warm up to me. I hope she's keeping an eye on Misa-chan while I'm... away.

I miss home. No matter how nice people are here, it just reminds me that much more that I'm not in Tokyo, and I don't have any idea on how to get back home. I miss Misa-chan. I miss Ryuuzaki. Over the time I lost my memories I really did come to care for - even love - Misa-chan, and Ryuuzaki is probably the closest thing I've ever had to a best friend. I miss my family - Father, Mother, Sayu... they're probably worried by now. Rem... I know she didn't care for me at first, but after I changed The Plan she wasn't as loathe to be around me. I think she might even have been somewhat fond of me; nothing like her affection for her "daughter" Misa-chan but she was kind to me in the months after Higuchi....

I even miss Ryuuk, although he was already gone before I came here.

I just... I don't want to be alone here. I keep hoping that somehow, Rem might be hiding here... but I'd have seen her by now. Holding the Death Note at night and staring into corners isn't going to make her appear if I haven't seen her yet. I'm being childish... I shouldn't be like this.

I hate it here.

[OOC: And yes, he totally ignored honorifics for Folon and Luke, for different reasons.]

family, shinigami, thoughts, au: amane misa, homesick, ou: l lawliet

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