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Just found out I dont think I can go to the show tomorrow night, cus I got shows to do on friday AND saturday.. and tonight I have a practice right after dance till 9. Gaa, I was complete unaware of all this. Bah.
And everytime I think about it, I dont want to be single anymore. And I dont just want some sort of fling type deal, I wanna be held. And otld that I'm loved. I need someone that will always be there for me and I miss that feeling. That *W.O.N.D.E.R.F.U.L.* feeling.
"I love the feeling when your in love, and you get those pancake turns in your stomach and when he looks at you the world goes black before his eyes and being around him makes all the pain go away he once caused, and the fact that he understands you without even saying a word, and he just knows what to do. the way he gently slides his hand into yours and holds it like your going to fall, or the fact that when he kisses you he kisses like its going out of style everytime.i love the way he says my name after we have gotten in a fight. and when we fall asleep nex to eachother and he secures me with his arms, and just the way he says i love you."
Jill wrote that, ISN'T IT FABULOUS!!??!!
I love her soo much. But when I read that, it took my breath away, and all I can think of is *him*, and I dont want to! All I can think of is he beautiful eyes, his cute smile, and the way he made me feel soo damn *special*. I miss him, but I hate him and what he did! I can still feel that same feelings I got when I was with him. I miss it so much. I need someone who is TRUSTworthy and will give me that same feeling.
Yep I suck, and need to get over it. I love you Jill, your awesome!
.Lost Kisses.
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And everytime I think about it, I dont want to be single anymore. And I dont just want some sort of fling type deal, I wanna be held. And otld that I'm loved. I need someone that will always be there for me and I miss that feeling. That *W.O.N.D.E.R.F.U.L.* feeling.
"I love the feeling when your in love, and you get those pancake turns in your stomach and when he looks at you the world goes black before his eyes and being around him makes all the pain go away he once caused, and the fact that he understands you without even saying a word, and he just knows what to do. the way he gently slides his hand into yours and holds it like your going to fall, or the fact that when he kisses you he kisses like its going out of style everytime.i love the way he says my name after we have gotten in a fight. and when we fall asleep nex to eachother and he secures me with his arms, and just the way he says i love you."
Jill wrote that, ISN'T IT FABULOUS!!??!!
I love her soo much. But when I read that, it took my breath away, and all I can think of is *him*, and I dont want to! All I can think of is he beautiful eyes, his cute smile, and the way he made me feel soo damn *special*. I miss him, but I hate him and what he did! I can still feel that same feelings I got when I was with him. I miss it so much. I need someone who is TRUSTworthy and will give me that same feeling.
Yep I suck, and need to get over it. I love you Jill, your awesome!
.Lost Kisses.
.,¡i|¹i¡¡i¹|i¡,.
`'¹li¡|¡|¡il¹'`