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Wow, Life is kinda getting sucki.
One of my best friends keeps fighting with me. and I believe I got played. Damn.. I got played good. I really liked him too. He gave me butterflies constantly , and I was always really happy to see him. I felt something there, Not sure what it was, but I liked it. Ohh well, I guess it was just me that felt it. Not like it's his fault or anything, if it is anyones fault, it's mine, I shouldn't of thought of him more then a friend. Although, if he really wasnt interested Why did he constantly take me out, and kiss me?? Huh, I would just love to kno that.
Ohh well, I'll get over it. It hurts alittle, but like someone special told me, "it only hurts when you take it personally" and I think thats what I did. So yeah, I'm not going to take it personally at all. It's not that big of a deal.
OMFG. I hate how some people just assume shit, and dont bother talking stuff out with you. Especially if they're one of your BEST FRIENDS!! Just because I say something doesnt mean I truely ment it! I was mad at the time, my dad kept yelling at me and I sed "I hate my life." That doesn't mean i ALWAYS hate my life. I was just pissed off at that moment. Not like I wanna just go and kill myself!!!
I dont think one person can totally change me, and if they could.. How??
I love you Kristine, I really do, but you yelling at me like.. everyday saying how emo I am and how I shouldn't hang out with someone, isn't gonna make anything better. It's only gonna make things worse!!!!! Oh, and how can I let someone go, if I'm not holding on to them?? I dont think I have changed. Or atleast not majorly...
Gaa, I fucking hate it when you yell at me. It only makes shit worse, and you kno it. If you really wanted to kno what was going on.. then just ask, if I say nothing, then nothing is going on. Dont you think that if something was going on in my life, you would already kno. I tell you everything. And I always vent to you whenever I need it. But right now it just feels like I'm loosing my best friend, and I feel like I just cant talk to you anymore, cause you'll just get mad and flip out or something. Control your Bitchy-ness. It's bringing me down. And just chill.. I'll be alright!
Yeah, I have dance tonight, gonna see if I can get out of it tonight, not in the mood. And I also have a party to go that might make me happier then usual.
One of my best friends keeps fighting with me. and I believe I got played. Damn.. I got played good. I really liked him too. He gave me butterflies constantly , and I was always really happy to see him. I felt something there, Not sure what it was, but I liked it. Ohh well, I guess it was just me that felt it. Not like it's his fault or anything, if it is anyones fault, it's mine, I shouldn't of thought of him more then a friend. Although, if he really wasnt interested Why did he constantly take me out, and kiss me?? Huh, I would just love to kno that.
Ohh well, I'll get over it. It hurts alittle, but like someone special told me, "it only hurts when you take it personally" and I think thats what I did. So yeah, I'm not going to take it personally at all. It's not that big of a deal.
OMFG. I hate how some people just assume shit, and dont bother talking stuff out with you. Especially if they're one of your BEST FRIENDS!! Just because I say something doesnt mean I truely ment it! I was mad at the time, my dad kept yelling at me and I sed "I hate my life." That doesn't mean i ALWAYS hate my life. I was just pissed off at that moment. Not like I wanna just go and kill myself!!!
I dont think one person can totally change me, and if they could.. How??
I love you Kristine, I really do, but you yelling at me like.. everyday saying how emo I am and how I shouldn't hang out with someone, isn't gonna make anything better. It's only gonna make things worse!!!!! Oh, and how can I let someone go, if I'm not holding on to them?? I dont think I have changed. Or atleast not majorly...
Gaa, I fucking hate it when you yell at me. It only makes shit worse, and you kno it. If you really wanted to kno what was going on.. then just ask, if I say nothing, then nothing is going on. Dont you think that if something was going on in my life, you would already kno. I tell you everything. And I always vent to you whenever I need it. But right now it just feels like I'm loosing my best friend, and I feel like I just cant talk to you anymore, cause you'll just get mad and flip out or something. Control your Bitchy-ness. It's bringing me down. And just chill.. I'll be alright!
Yeah, I have dance tonight, gonna see if I can get out of it tonight, not in the mood. And I also have a party to go that might make me happier then usual.