ughhh
i'm never going back
i'm over feeling sorry so just deal with it
there's nothing wrong with that
find comfort in yourself
i know that what you have's not what you are
what you have's not what you are
what you have's not what you are
i know this one felt right
but everytime i walk away i feel shut down inside
today is no exception
And tomorrow breaks again
But I can see that this will soon be over
ok so this can definitely qualify as one of the worst days ever!
tongiht was supposed to be so amazing and i've been soo excited
for ever and now everything that could possibly go wrong, went wrong.
So now im stuck in a bad position and i have to make some stupid decisions
that have just been blown out of proportion. w.e just fuck it, i dont care anymore.
I just had an apple even though like i still have 20 minutes till i'm actually allowed to
break fast but it doesn't really matter since i drank last night and then needed water to
get better so i guess im not your "ideal jew"..... alright so im prob going to go to the
trails tongiht as a last resort so if anyone wants to join you're more than welcome
to but just a warning that im probably going to drink myself into oblivian cause
im in a really bad mood. leave me some love cause i'm really in the need of
some right now.... and comment if u wanna be added
*lisa