why do you hurt me?!
wut the fuck?! everything is spiralling downwards into the fucking abyss!! I am so lost right now. I wish people wouldn't use me...I really do! I liked someone, but it was all kind of new to me (the way our relationship was) so I didn't want to get too attached. THEN I tell this person that I MIGHT consider getting back with my ex boyfriend. Regardless, we still continue to act like a couple i guess you could say. So, at school I try to act like I did with this person over the summer, I kissed them and whatever and they get all mad and say: you knew I was trying to get back with my ex! So I ask why then did you kiss me? Or show any sign of affection towards me what-so-ever? The reply was that I was "liked" by this person. If you want someone back you don't use me to make them jealous! or to satisfy your fucking needs until you get them back! This doesn't give them an excuse to use me as a play-thing!! I am no ones toy! I do not wish to be used when it suits other people and I am so disappointed right now. I just..I dont wanna cry over this but i can't help it..I became emotionally attached and now I regret it....