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it's 3:30. why am i not sleeping? i have to wake up early tommorow. meet with the personal trainer. go to the broward mall with kaitlin and lauren. then hopefully hang out with cody before he goes to work.
i can't really explain why. but i am so fucking upset/angry/bllleeehh right now. i feel as if my feelings don't matter. and yes, you. i am talking to you pretty much. don't question it, because this time i am talking about you. she says the same things i pretty much said three months ago. except i haven't talked about it since then and it's gotten 100 times worse. and now all of the sudden you realize what you've turned into/how you've changed. whatever. atleast somebody helped you realize it. i was going to sit down and talk to you about everything i feel about this, but i'm not so sure that it's worth it. whatever. and thanks for calling me when you got out of work, like you said you would. but i'm totally used to that now.
i'll probally delete this real soon.
whoooo knows.
class was great tonight. it's almost over. that kills me.
k i need to get to bed. for real.
i can't really explain why. but i am so fucking upset/angry/bllleeehh right now. i feel as if my feelings don't matter. and yes, you. i am talking to you pretty much. don't question it, because this time i am talking about you. she says the same things i pretty much said three months ago. except i haven't talked about it since then and it's gotten 100 times worse. and now all of the sudden you realize what you've turned into/how you've changed. whatever. atleast somebody helped you realize it. i was going to sit down and talk to you about everything i feel about this, but i'm not so sure that it's worth it. whatever. and thanks for calling me when you got out of work, like you said you would. but i'm totally used to that now.
i'll probally delete this real soon.
whoooo knows.
class was great tonight. it's almost over. that kills me.
k i need to get to bed. for real.