snowball
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.
I wish I could just go online and be at this point already it takes ten minutes to log onto this website on my parents slow ass computer.
I wish . . . certain things were easier. I wish I knew if people went through hell for little things like I do, especially relating to me. I always picture other people so suave while I'm biting my nails and listening to bright eyes so loud I wouldn't hear the phone if it rang anyways. Its funny to how when one things sucks it makes everything else look bad too. When I get depressed about one facet of life the whole diamond looks like shit. I guess I only post on here when I have something depressing to say. I ordered a video camera. Then I can start on my film. The script is actually pretty good, and I'll have surprisingly good equipment. But I just feel sort of silly taking myself so seriously on something like this. I've never made even a short film before. well fuck off till next time.
I wish I could just go online and be at this point already it takes ten minutes to log onto this website on my parents slow ass computer.
I wish . . . certain things were easier. I wish I knew if people went through hell for little things like I do, especially relating to me. I always picture other people so suave while I'm biting my nails and listening to bright eyes so loud I wouldn't hear the phone if it rang anyways. Its funny to how when one things sucks it makes everything else look bad too. When I get depressed about one facet of life the whole diamond looks like shit. I guess I only post on here when I have something depressing to say. I ordered a video camera. Then I can start on my film. The script is actually pretty good, and I'll have surprisingly good equipment. But I just feel sort of silly taking myself so seriously on something like this. I've never made even a short film before. well fuck off till next time.