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life is the event
well things were going alright. i dont know all the depression stuff just kinda started to fade away. it was kind of nice for awhile. but now i guess its over. i am in a horrible mood, on the verge of crying seriously it is bad. i really dont even have anything specific to be so depressed about, i mean there are things but not this bad. its just everything right now...not even sure what it is, i dont know. i just want to give up and not have to worry about anything.. i hate the stress of school, thats a big part of it. i feel so alone right now, i dont know what to do.
things will get better... eventually...
for example....i got my fricken liscense today! kick ass! i mean i still have to wait like 2 or 3 weeks for my car to get fixed but hey, i can still take the van or jeep out when they are available. paul says poker night at his house friday... we'll see how that goes.. anything else to look forward to soon? not likely. i shouldnt be so down, but i cant help it.
fuck life
well things were going alright. i dont know all the depression stuff just kinda started to fade away. it was kind of nice for awhile. but now i guess its over. i am in a horrible mood, on the verge of crying seriously it is bad. i really dont even have anything specific to be so depressed about, i mean there are things but not this bad. its just everything right now...not even sure what it is, i dont know. i just want to give up and not have to worry about anything.. i hate the stress of school, thats a big part of it. i feel so alone right now, i dont know what to do.
things will get better... eventually...
for example....i got my fricken liscense today! kick ass! i mean i still have to wait like 2 or 3 weeks for my car to get fixed but hey, i can still take the van or jeep out when they are available. paul says poker night at his house friday... we'll see how that goes.. anything else to look forward to soon? not likely. i shouldnt be so down, but i cant help it.
fuck life