Yet another AMAZING NIGHT
I slept in til 2….I was kinda pissed because I slept passed Will and Grace….haha I know that’s gay, but fuck you. Anyway, I woke to a voicemail from Kathleen asking me to a film showing in Oakland called Christmas on Mars, which we yet again got lost on the way to see haha. But it was a good time getting lost. We went to American Apparel and looked around…..there was a really hot guy in there, but it pisses me off because straight guys need to stop dressing metro cause it’s so fucking hard to tell who’s gay anymore. Then straight guys complain they hate getting hit on buy gay guys, well stop dressing like us! Fuckin Hetero’s
ANYWAY haha after that little charade we went to The O to show Joe some high lights of Pittsburgh. We got a large mound of fries with cheese; I missed O food….it’s so good. We left there and attempted to find the theater and pulled up in the ghetto, where there were actually signs that read “Do not leave valuables in the car”, which was just so reassuring. So we went in and bought our tickets off this hot guy, and looked around this instillation gallery regarding the depression for a while, and then went into the movie. We also got to meet Kathleen’s soap smelling stalker who seriously needs to consider some hot oil treatment for his hair. Or even a personality upgrade. The movie was crazy….and full of Vah-Jay-Jay’s…..if I wasn’t gay before…..I sure as hell am now. But all in all it was a good time.
We got back to my place and talked about books, movies, porn, you know, the usual Friday night conversations. We meant to get around to a movie, but ended up watching cheesy straight porn and laughing at it instead. It made me miss Mary, this was the horrible horrible porn we got back at IUP. It seriously has everything you SHOULDN’T do during sex…..with a plethora of hawkering, gagging, and farting. It was pretty hot. But I am so glad to be hanging out with Kathleen and Joe, he’s awesome as hell, and I have missed Kathleen so fucking much, 2 years is too long. I have had THE BEST past few days EVER. I’m going to be so sad when she leaves.
I also talked to Ray for the first time in a few weeks since he’s been out by Reading, Pa. A part of me will always love him and miss him. But breaking up was probably the best thing we ever did. I just was bummed to hear that he found a good job out there and he won’t be coming back. A small part of me kind of wanted to see if we could work past the issues and move on. I mean we were together for nearly a year, and it was the longest relationship I have ever been in, and we pretty much lived together. I never took the break up hard, I was glad for it, I was happy to get away and breathe and be alone. But I guess now it’s finally hitting me, but I know it’s time to move on, or no even move on. Right now life is so crazy, it’s better that I be alone and work out everything that’s going on. I’ll find love again some day, I just need time, and for Pittsburgh to stop being full of nasty shady whores.
But I feel as thought I have written enough for one night. I’m happy to be writing again, and plan to start blogging more often.
ANYWAY haha after that little charade we went to The O to show Joe some high lights of Pittsburgh. We got a large mound of fries with cheese; I missed O food….it’s so good. We left there and attempted to find the theater and pulled up in the ghetto, where there were actually signs that read “Do not leave valuables in the car”, which was just so reassuring. So we went in and bought our tickets off this hot guy, and looked around this instillation gallery regarding the depression for a while, and then went into the movie. We also got to meet Kathleen’s soap smelling stalker who seriously needs to consider some hot oil treatment for his hair. Or even a personality upgrade. The movie was crazy….and full of Vah-Jay-Jay’s…..if I wasn’t gay before…..I sure as hell am now. But all in all it was a good time.
We got back to my place and talked about books, movies, porn, you know, the usual Friday night conversations. We meant to get around to a movie, but ended up watching cheesy straight porn and laughing at it instead. It made me miss Mary, this was the horrible horrible porn we got back at IUP. It seriously has everything you SHOULDN’T do during sex…..with a plethora of hawkering, gagging, and farting. It was pretty hot. But I am so glad to be hanging out with Kathleen and Joe, he’s awesome as hell, and I have missed Kathleen so fucking much, 2 years is too long. I have had THE BEST past few days EVER. I’m going to be so sad when she leaves.
I also talked to Ray for the first time in a few weeks since he’s been out by Reading, Pa. A part of me will always love him and miss him. But breaking up was probably the best thing we ever did. I just was bummed to hear that he found a good job out there and he won’t be coming back. A small part of me kind of wanted to see if we could work past the issues and move on. I mean we were together for nearly a year, and it was the longest relationship I have ever been in, and we pretty much lived together. I never took the break up hard, I was glad for it, I was happy to get away and breathe and be alone. But I guess now it’s finally hitting me, but I know it’s time to move on, or no even move on. Right now life is so crazy, it’s better that I be alone and work out everything that’s going on. I’ll find love again some day, I just need time, and for Pittsburgh to stop being full of nasty shady whores.
But I feel as thought I have written enough for one night. I’m happy to be writing again, and plan to start blogging more often.