I'm tired..
I think I may become a hermit again, never leave my room, never talk to people, just like highschool, people just seem to hurt me anymore. How can anyone believe in love....well...how can I believe in love when every person I have showed affection towards have hurt me and brought me down. I'm starting to feel utterly alone again. Pittsburgh can't help me, and now IUP, and I can't feel saddness over it...I feel like the paxil is blocking it out, instead i just feel numb. How am I supposed to get better, when the situations around me are just getting worse. I think I'll sleep for a few days......I don't want to leave my bed, I don't even care about failing out anymore. Why did everything have to go wrong today. I just want someone to love, and to love me, I want someone to date and be in a relationship....I'm tired of being teased to think one's going to start and then getting blown off. I'm just tired...